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Friday, September 26, 2008

Stress Central

I feel as though my life is stress central...anyone have any stress? Bring it my way, because that seems to be what most of the people in my life are doing at this moment in time. I am an easy person to stress out, and I do a great job of stressing myself out without the help of other people. If I put the stress that I have already created myself with the stress created by other people for me...we get a very stressed out Angela. When I get stressed, I begin to shut down. That's exactly what is happening now. I'm shutting down. I don't want to do anything, I feel like crap because I'm make myself sick, and I feel like I'm stupid and get mad because I feel like I'm stupid. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything now. I would be truly happy if I didn't have to work anymore right now, and that really upsets me. My career has become work...and I'm only in my second year. This is not the mindset that I want to be in, but no matter how hard I try to get out of it I keep coming back to it. I am still hopeful that things will change...hopefully it will change. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't change...

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Aw, I'm sorry to hear that. Xmas vacation is just around the corner though! Hang in there.