Stress Central

I feel as though my life is stress central...anyone have any stress? Bring it my way, because that seems to be what most of the people in my life are doing at this moment in time. I am an easy person to stress out, and I do a great job of stressing myself out without the help of other people. If I put the stress that I have already created myself with the stress created by other people for me...we get a very stressed out Angela. When I get stressed, I begin to shut down. That's exactly what is happening now. I'm shutting down. I don't want to do anything, I feel like crap because I'm make myself sick, and I feel like I'm stupid and get mad because I feel like I'm stupid. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything now. I would be truly happy if I didn't have to work anymore right now, and that really upsets me. My career has become work...and I'm only in my second year. This is not the mindset that I want to be in, but no matter how hard I try to get out of it I keep coming back to it. I am still hopeful that things will change...hopefully it will change. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't change...

I'm back

After a long break from the blogging world, I'm back. We have since moved into our house and have started to get a few things in place. We have been in the house for about a month and a half. Our garage is still completely filled with boxes and other stuff, so we are still parking our cars in our driveway. Our goal is to get the garage cleaned out by Halloween...we'll see if that happens.

School has started, and I'm already stressed out. Things are more stressful as a second year teacher than they were last year for me. I'm hoping that it will calm down a little in the next month or so.

As soon as we get a little more settled in our house I will post some pictures.